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Hmm. How do you know when ends?

well, you don't. You just keep moving on. It's part of life. I mean, you stumble, you fall, you break some, you heal, you get back up. I'm young, I have a lot ahead of me. I do my job, enjoy, repeat. It was a stupid move for me to make that mistake of falling. but it will always happen. If it didn't, how should I learn? but I did love him though. oh well. there will always be another one around. hopefully, one that wouldn't be leading me on and then drop! haha. besides, he cared about what other people think too much. he cared about how he'll look like instead of thinking about himself. I can't do that. I WANT to be myself no matter what other's may think. It's my business and my life in the end.honestly, I knew it was coming, and I knew I shouldn't have stayed longer, but I can't make that decision. people get the wrong idea that you chose who to fall for. nah-uh. no you don't. but its all part of the game. and you know what, the decision you make is how your going to handle the outcome. I think I handled it pretty good. we'll see, i mean, I did handle it pretty good for the past hour.:)